confused

haeyahh i'm confused. how to change my background? i hav tried for several times, but the bckground still the same, no changes. help me if you can please :( begging youu
ahyaa, last 2 days, i watched a film.it was letter to juliet, i borrowed it from my cousin fita *again. why her non-pretty name always appear on my blog? haeyaahh. she said that it was a boring film, but when i watched it at home, i know it was really a great film to watch. the film is about a woman who i guess was around 65 yrs old searching for her past 50 years love. yeah a man in claire's past. a young woman named sophie and this granny's grandson helped her finding the guy. they tried to search wherever there was a man named lorenzo bartolini. there was also a love story between sophie and charlie. yeahh you'd better watched it by yourself then you'll know why i said it was a great movie. i love this part when charlie was climbing to the balcony, he said "i am deeply, madly, badly, passionately falling in love with you" wew what a romantic guy yeahh.
a moment after that, i watched remember me, a film by robert pattinson and a woman, forget the name already. the film was full of kissing scenes. imagine my situation at that time, my dad, my mom and my grandpa have been walking from outside to inside, inside to outside, i can't watched it safely bcs yeah i'm shy if they know i watched "that" kind of movie. what a weird movie, the ending was so bizzare, suddenly the pattinson died and the movie end. haeyah.
tomorrow i'll come back to school, everything starts tomorrow. i need more hols please, 1 week isn't enough for me. i'm too tired of schooling, coursing, lab-ing, and last is checking. after this holiday, i wouldn't hav many times to be lazy anymore. i must get up at 5 or 6 or 7 to catch up anything.
i'm gonna off now, my homeworks are waiting there. i must finish it today or it would never finish anymore.
geography, history and biology are sucks. okay then, till here.

me,
felix.